Day three went really well. I went uptown, saw Jackie and the boys, spent time walking and enjoying the 80-degree sunny NYC day. I am done with my laundry (though I STILL can't figure out the color I want in my bedroom) and am finally happy with the furniture arrangement in my apartment (after only 5 years in it!) I had a close encounter with a skunk (yes, we have them in NYC-actually MORE than a few) as I left the park last evening, and was lucky enough not to get sprayed. I got home, a bit tanned (for me, a bit is all I can handle) and definitely in better spirits, if a bit puffy and sneezy from my allergies...
Today, I feel REALLY allergic to the world. I guess it is the downside of the beautiful beginning of Summer...all this pollen and grass and stuff floating around to make me puffy eyed and wheezy. I hope I can hold myself together with this whole no contact thing. It is his birthday, and all I want to do is bake him a cake or something silly like that. In my fantasy, filling that cake with crushed glass and razor blades would be nice, but I digress...
Today, I have to start a new journal. Boy, is this going to be a doozy. Fifteen minutes (at least) of writing about my feelings followed by fifteen minutes about him. Part of me wants to resist writing ANYTHING about him, because part of me doesn't think he deserves that much attention.
Ok, guys, I am going to keep this one short because I really am feeling kinda crappy.
'Till tomorrow. Stay Strong, and filled with light!
No comments:
Post a Comment